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I still wish every single day, on every 11:11 (am and pm), every star thrown across the sky, (which, the only shooting stars I have ever seen were with you.) Every chance I get to wish for something new, I wish for the exact same thing I always do - to be with you tomorrow, which just so happens to be an everyday goal for me. I've never been a believer when it comes to planning ahead because the thought of tomorrow not even existing yet just makes me want to be with you today. So I preset my alarm for 12:00am every day, just so I can look at you, smile, and know that I've reached my goal. Then spend the rest of the day with a boggled, guilty-

"Happiness is right in front of us." We over-analyze the fuck out of happiness. We convince ourselves we don't deserve it, it's out of our grasp&can never be captured, we convince ourselves that it can be found in anyone/anything but ourselves. Everyone deserves happiness, even the most seemingly atrocious person deserves happiness, the only reason why they are condemned as bad people, is because they're lost, and something about their life has convinced them it cannot be changed, that happiness cannot be gained due to poor choices. Happiness isn't meant to be captured, it's not meant to be found; it's meant to be discovered. It's not until

FML. Eff Em Ell. Fuck My Life. SRS. add me on myspace; www.myspace.com/sushiijr or facebook; Shaylene Maurice. [or, if you have my email. just add from that, uh-derrrrr]